Eventually I'm going to be okay with this. I just have to get there. Eventually I'll be able to talk to you without crying. I didn't cry today. Not in front you anyway, which was my goal. So that's good. And I think in a couple weeks I"ll be able to have conversations with you and in a couple months maybe we can hang out and see how it is.
I've decided that in five years we're going to be like every other pair of lesbian best friends. Exes.
And I think I can handle that.
It's just the whole getting to that point part.
Which I'm working on.
It's fresh.
and it hurts.
A lot.
But I think I can get there.
Because I need you in my life too.
Side note: God I hope 3rd period gets better. Cause that was not easy.
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