Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
One more day
Please don't even think about sleeping with him, he's just going to treat you like shit.
Just saying.
But I guess it isn't my business anymore.
So do what you want.
I just want some fun okay? Can I have a good summer without any insane stress nonsense? Please?
And maybe all the distance will help me get over you. I'm gunna miss you like crazy, but maybe it'l help some.
Just saying.
But I guess it isn't my business anymore.
So do what you want.
I just want some fun okay? Can I have a good summer without any insane stress nonsense? Please?
And maybe all the distance will help me get over you. I'm gunna miss you like crazy, but maybe it'l help some.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Its the 17th
All I can think about is you and all you can think about is him.
Yeah it stings... it hurts like a bitch actually.
And there isn't anything either of us can do about it.
I just have to figure out to fucking stop.
I need to rip my heart out of my chest, I can't take much more of this.
Please. I'm begging you. Someone make this fucking pain stop.
I know that I act like everything is okay... with me and with us and everything. Laugh and smile and joke with you.
I still feel so so happy just when I'm around you. And then you say something or do something... or i forget for a second that we're not us anymore. Or look at the clock at 10:17 every fucking time. Or find a random doodle or hear a song. Its constant. I can't escape it.
And the crazy part is, you're the only that can ease the pain a little bit. Its insane. And im sick. And I don't know what to fucking do.
Iloveyousomuch.
Imissyousomuch.
Ican'tdothis.
Killmenow.
Yeah it stings... it hurts like a bitch actually.
And there isn't anything either of us can do about it.
I just have to figure out to fucking stop.
I need to rip my heart out of my chest, I can't take much more of this.
Please. I'm begging you. Someone make this fucking pain stop.
I know that I act like everything is okay... with me and with us and everything. Laugh and smile and joke with you.
I still feel so so happy just when I'm around you. And then you say something or do something... or i forget for a second that we're not us anymore. Or look at the clock at 10:17 every fucking time. Or find a random doodle or hear a song. Its constant. I can't escape it.
And the crazy part is, you're the only that can ease the pain a little bit. Its insane. And im sick. And I don't know what to fucking do.
Iloveyousomuch.
Imissyousomuch.
Ican'tdothis.
Killmenow.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Weekend
Overall pretty good. I got some much need Ryan time and Friday night was just really fun.
Good:
Getting home at like 2 am
Fast Five was even better the second time
Portalportalportal
Bro love
sleeeeppp
Harry Potter
Amazing company
I was never alone... well mostly
John and Ryan and Kayla I love you guys. For real.
Bad:
Instead of my stomach getting all butterfly-y when Kayla slept on my shoulder I had to concentrate so I didnt break down from wondering if we'l ever do that again.
Good:
Getting home at like 2 am
Fast Five was even better the second time
Portalportalportal
Bro love
sleeeeppp
Harry Potter
Amazing company
I was never alone... well mostly
John and Ryan and Kayla I love you guys. For real.
Bad:
Instead of my stomach getting all butterfly-y when Kayla slept on my shoulder I had to concentrate so I didnt break down from wondering if we'l ever do that again.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Thursday, May 5, 2011
You'd think
that it would have gotten easier by now.
I mean its been like two months right?
How am I ever going to be able to turn these feelings off.
I mean its been like two months right?
How am I ever going to be able to turn these feelings off.
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