Her

I have to force myself to not think about it. About you.
It doesn't work all that well.
My feelings for you haven't changed.
I still love you with everything that I am.
And I don't know how to stop.
I don't know how to deal with you dating anyone else. Or wanting guys.
It takes so much effort to not try and try to get you back.
But I want you to be happy. So much more than I want happiness for myself.

So I'm gunna try and distract myself.
And maybe it'l help me get over you.

But even if I do.
My love for you will never lessen. It may change from I want to spend forever with you love, to something else. But it will never lessen.

I love you.