Friday, November 27, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Jasperr <3
He wants to blog too!
The men who stare at goats is a stupid movie.. don't go see it.
I've been playing my guitar a lot lately.. it feels good to play again. I shouldn't have stopped in the first place.
Music makes me happy.
My friends make me happy.
Directing makes me happy.
Horror movies make me happy.
Love stories make me happy.
Basketball makes me happy.
Jasper makes me happy.
Super sexy Latin ballroom dancers make me happy.
Three rivers makes me happy.
The Yankees winning their 27th world championship makes me happy.
My girlfriend makes me happiest.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
You hold together my broken world
I've never felt anything this overpowering.
Constant emotion.
Spending every waking moment full of this incredible feeling.
Daydreaming in Spanish. Playing out conversations from the night before in my mind. Reliving heart pounding experiences. Thoughts invading my mind.
Remembering:
The way you smile every time you see me, a smile that lights a feeling in me I couldn't even imagine before.
The way you hold me close. Letting me escape this twisted world. Reminding me that it will all be okay. Protecting me.
The way you tell me I'm beautiful. Almost making me believe it.. if only for a second.
The way you care so much about the little things. Things that wouldn't matter to anyone else. Making me feel like I matter.
The way you lace your fingers through mine whenever you get the chance. Making me feel loved.
Your eyes... that look at me with such honest emotion. Love so pure I can see it every time our eyes lock.
Your trust. You believe me without question. No one else does. It really means a lot.
The way you always try and make me feel better. You listen and deal with me when I'm at my worst. It still amazes me that you care that much.
The way you kiss me. Its electric.. full of both burning desire and the sweet softness. I can't describe it. Like I can tell that they're not just meaningless.. or based purely on lust. That you actually care. That you love me.
The way you can relax me in two seconds. Erasing the stress... making me forget everything except you.
The way you bring out the best in me. I'm a better person now because of you and I feel more like myself than I ever have before.
You gave me self worth, you continue to everyday. Helping me to understand that I might actually be worth something. I know that I can make it though this with you by my side. Your the reason I put the pills back in the bottle, the reason blood no longer fills my mouth. The reason I get up every morning. The only reason I'm alive.
I love you too much for you to even comprehend.
First, last, and forever baby <3
Constant emotion.
Spending every waking moment full of this incredible feeling.
Daydreaming in Spanish. Playing out conversations from the night before in my mind. Reliving heart pounding experiences. Thoughts invading my mind.
Remembering:
The way you smile every time you see me, a smile that lights a feeling in me I couldn't even imagine before.
The way you hold me close. Letting me escape this twisted world. Reminding me that it will all be okay. Protecting me.
The way you tell me I'm beautiful. Almost making me believe it.. if only for a second.
The way you care so much about the little things. Things that wouldn't matter to anyone else. Making me feel like I matter.
The way you lace your fingers through mine whenever you get the chance. Making me feel loved.
Your eyes... that look at me with such honest emotion. Love so pure I can see it every time our eyes lock.
Your trust. You believe me without question. No one else does. It really means a lot.
The way you always try and make me feel better. You listen and deal with me when I'm at my worst. It still amazes me that you care that much.
The way you kiss me. Its electric.. full of both burning desire and the sweet softness. I can't describe it. Like I can tell that they're not just meaningless.. or based purely on lust. That you actually care. That you love me.
The way you can relax me in two seconds. Erasing the stress... making me forget everything except you.
The way you bring out the best in me. I'm a better person now because of you and I feel more like myself than I ever have before.
You gave me self worth, you continue to everyday. Helping me to understand that I might actually be worth something. I know that I can make it though this with you by my side. Your the reason I put the pills back in the bottle, the reason blood no longer fills my mouth. The reason I get up every morning. The only reason I'm alive.
I love you too much for you to even comprehend.
First, last, and forever baby <3
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