I honestly have no idea how I'm going to do this.
"I'm not in love with you"
How am I supposed to deal with that? How am i supposed to get over that. I thought that we would be together forever. I thought that we would make it. There is absolutely no way I'm going to be able to make it through school tomorrow without crying. God especially art. That is going to be a mess. I can't do this. I can't just be friends with you. How the fuck am I supposed to do that? I love you with everything that I am. I always have. I thought that we were going to grow old together. I thought that you'd be my wife. I thought that we could be different. I have no fucking clue how to live without you. Texting you all day is making is so much more real. This is actually happening. You actually broke up with me. You actually don't love me anymore. I actually have to figure out how to do this. I actually have to figure out how get over you. I actually took everything off my walls and filled a box with your stuff. I can't wear those hoodies anymore. I can't do this.
I cant do this.
I cant do this.
How the fuck am I going to do this.
How the fuck am I going to live without you.
I can't listen to half the songs on my ipod.
I can't even look at the other bed in my room.
I can never use softlips again.
Every Paramore song makes me wanna puke.
I cant do this.
Theres no way.
I need to wake up from this nightmare.
Please?
Please?
I cant do this.
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