Passion

I can't even explain how much I want to go to film camp. But you know the whole four grand thing is kind of a problem. But come on... Industry standard equipment, and backlots, and being able to take advantage of people who can teach me things that I could never learn here. I want that. I fucking need that. Three weeks of creating. Of learning. Of getting to do what I love.. and on top of all that... to get out of here and live a little.
CREATION. I need it. I need it to fucking breathe. I mean the news room is cool and I'm sure it'll be fun and everything. But I want to be able to create. I want to take a story, or an idea, and turn it into something magical. Something real.

I've decided that I want this too bad to sit here and do nothing about it.
I need this.
So I'm going to start proving that I'm good enough.

FUCKIN' WIFEBEATER

Look how cutee my girlfriend issss.

You're jealous. Just admit it ;)

I bet your boyfriend's dick doesn't vibrate ;)

Today was such a good day. So much better than school.

Andd...

I can't wait for saturdayyyy.

Outline.

Aha. Yeah right. I had ZERO idea where to even start.

Lisaa

I miss you so much. Juss sayin. I feel like I've known you forever instead of just like I hung out with you for a week on a cruise ship. I told you tons about my life and whatnot. But really we just had nothing but fun for a week. No drama. No real life. Just fun and chill and friends. Thank you for making my trip that much better.

It's weird when you spend 7 days constantly hanging out with someone and then never see them ever again.

Faith&Amanda&Ceasar&Nikki&Mariela&Evan&Cory&everybodyelse I miss you guys <33

I miss making giant pillow forts and eating strawberry ice cream. I miss laying on the couches in fuel and laughing at people dancing. I miss getting pizza at sorento's every night. I miss the comfy double chair things in the solarium. I miss two on two basketball with zach. I miss fernando and his awesome random ness.

I did all these really cool things the whole time but none of them compare to the amazing people that I met <3

The Pit and The Pendulum

Isn't Ryan's acting awesome?

Get the fuck over yourself

And maybe shut your mouth?

Kay thanks.

Hey beautiful

I love you.

I dreamnt about that night again. We should talk about it soon.

I still have that picture on my wall from my 14th birthday party... you know the one where you're wearing my green jacket? That was like the cutest thing ever. That night just happened... I just said and did what felt right. We were super cute then... and just as cute noww ;)

You make me whole, my heart will always belong to you babygirl.

To whom it may concern

- I'd be lying if I said I didn't care that you're going with her. Even if its not with her. It's still really shitty.

- I'm really glad we talked too. I've always felt at ease with you and I miss talking to you like that. I think that you get the way that I think... the way my brain works. But you have been there since the beginning, you watched me grow up and turn into who I was supposed to be. I miss you. Let's not make that a one time thing okay?

- Get over yourself.

- So many people told me to punch you in the face today. There's no way I ever could.

- All of that stuff that happened last year was because I couldn't handle life at that time. I was selfish and you deserved better.

- I hate that you moved.

- I hate that you live in Canada... we had a blast together.. I need more of that in my life.

- Really? No one gives a shit. Stop trying to be the person you think everyone wants you to be. Grow the fuck up.

- All you chemistry kids: you make that class 100000 times better. I actually kinda like it now.

- FUCK YOU.

- I'm terrified of ever leaving you again.

Stick it.

My obsession with this movie could not have made my gayness more obvious. I think it was in middle school? Yeah pretty sure.







I was watching the movie and thought about it. I'm talking like full on obsession. I watched it like once a week.

Got the picturee.

Oasis

These are some of the most amazing people I have ever met.
Lisa I still think you should come live in my closet instead of all the way in Canada :)

When I get a picture of Nikki and zach uploaded I shall post one. I have never seen him so happy with a girl.

So I think we should all go on the same cruise next year yeah?
I'm so fucking excited to see my girlll mondayy :DDD