Sunday, June 21, 2009

Baby i miss you more than you can imagine

My heart hurts when I'm not with you. Baby i can't take this, why does it have to be so hard. Every little thing i do or say makes me think of you. I really really don't like summer. I just cant not see you everyday, it doesn't work for me. I miss you and I love you <3

Am i the only one that didn't know about Jordan and Lyndsey? and her skittles picture makes me laugh :)

I really want to see Transformers at midnight.
If you end up going to the beach Tuesday ill just see it twicee... i wont mind =P

I'm also superr physched to go to Jamie's in like a week. I need to get out of here for a while. Away from everything.


I beat fallout D= its awfulll i need to go find a new addictive RPG. But i don't think its possible to find anything that comes close to fallout and oblivion's standards...

I amazed myself the other day by just realizing that i type without looking at the keyboard... and like insanely fast. Only recently thought... like since summer started. Weird.

Mr. rainbowheartsmileman makes me happy.

My hoodie is nice and warm cause it just came out of the dryerr its amazingg.

That's all i have to say.

Imissyou&Iloveyou

Thursday, June 11, 2009

*yawn* life is more fun when your up all night and sleep during the day

i had a blast at Emily's. I needed to just have fun at not worry about anything for a while. It was nice.

Up is a really really cute movie. You should all go see it.

I am just starting to realize how much of a bitch you are. I thought i could trust you but apparently not. When i first met you you were this shy girl that i helped come out of her shell. I trusted you and told you all my secrets and completely opened up to you. I don't know what happened but somehow you turned into this person who thinks that the fact that you have more friends and are just so good at everything you do gives you the right to treat the people that were there for you in the beginning, who loved you without all your popularity and all the rest of that shit, like they don't matter. I didn't realize how much you changed. I confided in you but i should've known you would tell people even after swearing to me on everything you could think of. That's not something you go around telling people. I don't care if its your best friend or some random person. You told Morgan. I mean i really don't care if she knows but that is defiantly not your place to tell her. She should have found out from me or from Emily at least. But you? You had no fucking right. To tell anyone for that matter. I don't care how okay they are about it. You missed the whole point when you said that. You told me you had family stuff and that's why you didn't go to Emily's party, well that's total bullshit. You went to the beach with Katie. Because you don't do enough things with her that you had to miss it. One day Katie is going to do something or fuck you over and we're not going to be there. You treat us like shit. You don't deserve us.

When you go fight them call me, I'm there.

I love you all.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Damnn babyy

Just had to get that out there.

i didn't really do anything exciting today. I hung out around the house, played a little American Wasteland, and talked to my girlfriend like always. Nothing extraordinary.

Emily's party was amazingg. We swam, had a pretty kickass cake fight, and stayed up till 8 in the morning. I haven't chilled with Courtney in a while so it was nice to spend some time with her and catch up. She's probably going to come over sometime soon.

I'm psyched to go to Jamie's soon. I haven't been down in a while and it'll be good to get out of here for a week and just have fun. I really need it.

I miss you already beautiful. I'm going to go on Friday by the way =)

I feel like making a list.

Things i need to experience before death:

~ sky diving
~ go to Australia
~ race a really fast car
~ ride the top roller coasters around the world
~ sneak out
~ ditch school
~ stay out all night
~ take a cruise around the world
~ skate a vert ramp
~ go to a pride parade
there's tons more but i gotta get off blogspot =(

~i lovee you guys lots&lots