Iloveyousomuch

And I miss you so much.

I can't even remember the last time you called me that.

I'm tired of pretending that everything's okay. That I don't miss you every second of every day.
That my heart isn't shattered into a million pieces.

I'm trying. I'm trying to be okay because you think that this is the best thing for you. All I want is what's best for you. For you to be happy. So I'm trying. Really fucking hard.

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