Secrets

Sometimes I wonder if you still feel the same way

I feel guilty for trying to get you to break the rules all the time

I miss those multiple page long goodnight texts

It feels like we never talk about anything happy anymore

I miss that.

I love you more than anything.

My bed still feels empty without you.

I hate being alone.

I'm not in a hurry to get my license anymore because I'm afraid of the disappointment

I want to graduate now more than ever.

I still miss it. A lot.

There's more I'm sure but I'm getting off.